Bless the fact that this blog has almost No followers and no one cares enough to check up on me

It’s not like I’m going anywhere with my life anyway. If I don’t do it tonight, ill do another night. But why put off the inevitable? Might as well get it on with tonight right?

3 cigarettes and 4 Valium later, I’m caring less and less what happens. I feel so fucking helpless and worthless and pathetic. What’s the point

I just wish I could tell all of my friends how much I love them and that nothing is ever their fault and shit. I’m just not equipped to deal with things

maybe this time ill od for real

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